J: What exactly do you want? You have a job offer right? Why not just accept it?
tmr’s the deadline to give my confirmation to which job I’m taking. And honestly? I don’t know which one. I hope one of them decides not to hire me. That’d make everything so much easier.
But then again, my heart seems to tell me that it doesn’t want to work. My brain, on the other hand, says, “I need to earn money.” So the question is, what should I do? Listen to my heart or go with logic?